Pain Is Weakness Leaving The Body

Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels.

Everybody wants happiness. Nobody wants pain but you can't have a rainbow without a little rain.

When a girl is silent, she's either over-thinking, tired of waiting, falling apart, crying inside, or all of the above.

We stop checking monsters underneath our bed. when we realized they were inside us.

So why does it always  rain the hardest on the ones who  deserve  the sun? 

When you’re in pain sometimes you dream of being injected by an anesthesia, or you’d rather wish to be in a comma…because you want to escape the reality of what hurts you in this world, and nothing beats the feeling the moment you feel nothing. Nothing hurts and nothing to worry about. Just like now. How I wish it’s permanent. Though I know for the fact that this is just for the mean time and later on  I had to go back doing the same drama, the repetition of missing you, wanting you, longing for you, and ironically loving a person who treats you as… which indeed I need to surpass for every deadly single hour. :) *faking smile*