Sunday, January 19, 2014

A daughter's first love, definitely its her Dad.



So, my favorite girl in town got married just last year 11/12/13 Congratulations! :)))  and here's a short clip to share with you guys, I saw this when I bumped to @andimanzano page on twitter. I'm so happy for GP and Andi, but then while watching the clip I suddenly got jealous (not because of GP getting married with Andi of course, Helllooo! *_^) BUT because of her father. Her father who could not resists from crying because his little princess is getting married, and then unconsciously I found myself crying, realizing "Whatta bout me? Whatta bout me when I get married? I suddenly missed my dad (terribly). I cried because unlike Andi my father will  no longer get to see me marry and no one will cry like Andi's father did when she saw her little princess walk from the aisle. I wonder what happens if my father live until I got married (until I established and built my own family). Will I ever get to see him crying because his one and only sweet darling is gonna get married? Will he cry when the time comes that he's gonna take and  lend my hand to my groom? Will he ever get jealous because another different man is going to take care of me and live with me to another different house and when the time comes that we won't  get to see each other everyday day like we used too in the morning when I was a little, like when I'm still her little sweet darling? Of course, I knew it. I'm sure, definitely he will cry. I don't know. I just missed every little thing about my dad. I missed my father, so much. I wish he could watch me up above when my wedding day comes. I love you so much Papa. See you there. Until next time. :*