Its 5 o'clock in the morning and I want ya. And you want me. Don't ya?

I've seen you at your worst, and I still think you're the best.

Don't play with a persons feelings just cause you're unsure of yours. So, I guess you're having a good time again back to your partner's life. I'm not mad. I'm just hopeless. You wanna know what I'm feeling right now? It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert. But I'm sure one day you'll see me smiling, and that's when you'll know that you fucked up.

The moment you find yourself involved into something (Ha Jae-Bum)

First I would like to commend the writer "Seo Hyun Joo" for coming up with this one of a kind master piece that really harrowed my tormented heart and the whole production of this Korean romantic drama. THUMBS UP! How i wish I could come up writing like this as one of my real aspiration in life. So this random pictures were my favorite scene ever that I repeatedly watched all over until I cried a river. You will only know when the movie was so good when you cant wait to see the ending but the moment it ended you somehow refuse to wish it was and you just cant get enough of the random thoughts that drove you crazy. The story is a real thumbs up that I recommend people to watch.

Sometimes in my most conscious state of mind I dream of my own wedding like every woman in the world does. I keep on wondering a lot of questions like... Who would be there waiting for me in front the altar? What is he like? What's his name? Does he love me the way I do? Do we love each other? If guided by misfortune I wish someone could save me like Ha Jae-Bum did. He is the one. His cute unpredictable gestures that means a lot of care whenever his mad, his gentleness and patience that makes a man a real man. He is my perfect ideal I cant even resist to quiver whenever i see him in his worst act and i wouldn't want him in such any other ways. If it wasn't for him i would never wanted to be one of the runaway bride. Its been an hour but i miss Ha Jae-bum so much. It feels like we've been connected in such ways. I wish and pray to see him in my dreams. Good night my Ha Jae-Bum! :*

If we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other.

So i want you to listen to this song before you read the entire letter. This is how I really feel for you.

I’m not staying anymore I know you’re not gonna change. I've done enough for too much only to make up with this relationship BUT I've grown completely tired. I TRIED and I’m TIRED. Tired of understanding that you’re always right and I’m always wrong, tired of always giving in without taking back, tired of making myself believe that there’s only me and you in this world. I’m tired of this random thoughts of I love you and, I miss you so, please believe me. I’m fed up of always letting you win over an argument as well as taking your side. They said you don’t have to change yourself in order for you to be loved by someone, you sure heard of this one right? But the problem is I've always wanted you to change because I don’t know you anymore it’s not you who I used to love and dream of my future. I used to know you so well, but where are you now? Why’d you have to be so strange and cruel?  I’m sick of this one sided love. It doesn't matter who truly do the loving here what matters most now and forever is… who do the trusting, that were both lacking off. You can’t love if you can’t trust and in reverse if you can’t trust might as well you can’t love. I realized that I also have to love myself, leave some for myself, and follow what I deserve. If I haven’t met him maybe I can stay with you. Although it hurts to say these entire thing. Don’t blame me or him either I didn't have any premonition that things are going to happened unpredictably as it is. We didn't choose nor planned to become attached. Don’t be mad to those people who wanted to see both of us together again because they knew better than you do, in times of pain and weakness that I've been through because of you they were the one who’s always been taking my side while you’re ripping me apart pieces by pieces. I just don’t get it why when I once got things better without you that’s when you suddenly want me back. And its sucks to be you because at the same time that’s when fate placed him on my way to healing. He put back the smile you tore apart, make my heart pound again which you killed and stopped from beating, give me rainbows and butterflies which you took instead and gave to others, you stole my happiness while he gave me most of his  love and affection. You dump me and he just lend me a back to lean on. It’s like he was there when I needed you most but you’re in the arms of somebody. So, tell me whose fault it is? Is he or am I to blame? Please understand everything. I want to win him back. Even if I’m always saying that all he did was took me for granted, and make me feel like I’m just another one of his object.  I knew now why’d he have to be like that. He didn't ruin me, you screwed us. And in case you didn't know I’d always want to let you know that you’re the one I chose over and if there’s only one person that I’d always want to come back it’s gotta be you. Just this time you have to let me go. Because I don’t want you to hate me or else you’ll end up cursing me to death. So, please let go of me.

I'm almost on my way to believing again that love does exist. BUT f*ck HE got lost on my sight without even knowing his name... :\

Once in a while in the midst of an ordinary everyday life, love gives us fairy tale. Just like what happened today when I went out running around of to my brother's school which I have to fall in line and right there there's this man I'm right next to him and *voila* suddenly its magic!:"> 

Why'd you have to be so cute? It's impossible to ignore you when I sneak around and caught you staring at me.I have felt it and lived it and now it leaves me here.

 I really want to love somebody. I do. I just don't know if it's possible forever and ever. But now knowing that there was you out there, I really hope this time I will definitely do.

I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care and it feels like I'm floating on air that I cant giggle because I'm totally out of my mind to interrupt you with the cutest stuff that you've been doing. :)))

And just in case you didn't know its not that just because I don't start the conversation, doesn't mean I'm not dying to speak to you. I don't care if we talked about absolutely nothing, I'm just glad knowing that you once spoke to me. 

I cant love myself so much so I need you to love me because the small things you showed me took the most room in my heart. Only this time I'm gonna let myself see normal things in an extraordinary way with no breaks, slowing down, and holding back.

If only I can tell you by now how I was enchanted to meet you and feel you like sitting right next beside you, and stole a glimpse of you, without knowing what my future holds but i really hope you're in it.

Now, I'm starting to organize my thoughts memorizing your face, your figure, your smile, your voice, your walk, your whole being. I know its crazy I'm sorry I just cant help it.

...and after all i'm hoping for the chance to bump into you again. <3