I almost gave up on you today…but then I
remembered why I held on so long.
Yeah it’s me! It’s always me who can love with
all of my heart with no questions asked.
I know we can never be friends, at all after
all.
It’s just that you can’t really trust a serial
cheater.
I’m sick of forgiving and forgetting. I’m sick
of playing this game of chasing pavements. I’m sick of believing all of your
pointless dramas. I’m sick of people as well as I’m sick with the universe.
You know I wanna live not just survive. But how
can I if there’s a part of me who keeps on breaking?
I distance myself from him believing that by
this time you can manage to take care of me but then I was so wrong.
The wounds were about to heal and yet I’m
hurting again.
Yes of course it would be unfair if I should
have let my feelings for him fade away and stick with you around again and
again.
I've tried so hard but it couldn’t just even
work. I really don’t know who is wrong or right between the two of us. Is it
you or me?
Whatever the answer is it doesn’t matter now. I
must let go now the two of you and set myself free.
May the two of you have a nice life, because I
am so over it, I’m done trying to be in it.
Perhaps, past is a nice place to visit but certainly
not a good place to stay and I always know that it’s never too late to be who I might have been.
And my life has a superb cast now it’s time to figure out
the plot.
