I hate it when I'm listening to a song and then the artist hits the wrong word. :\

I just hate your negative shits!

All of them moved on, all of them get tired of me, all of them forgot about me. I’m unloved. I’m taken for granted. I’m crashing. I’m falling apart. I’m about to break down. Nobody left here to wipe my tears. Nobody left here to say it’s alright. Nobody left here to draw back my smile. Nobody left here to listen. How could they be so fucking fine? Why is it I left here feeling miserable? Why is it I’m sad? Why is it I feel useless? What’s wrong with the world? Why is it I feel wasted? Why is it I’m always clueless? I want to forget. I don’t want to feel. I don’t want to see their faces again. I don’t want to feel their touches again. I don’t want to hear their voices again. I don’t even want a glimpse of their shadows. I don’t want to do the talking with them anymore. I don’t want to grieve from the past. I want to erase them from my memory and feel absolutely nothing. They left me. They walked out of my life. They destroyed every piece of me. They took all that I have. They were all the same. I don’t need hugs. I don’t need kisses. I don’t need foreplays. I don’t need rounds of sex. I don’t need promises. I don’t need you! I don’t need anything. I learned so much from my past.  I won’t need you for my present. I’m just completely mad. I’m hurting again. I’m sorry I let you cried again. I’m sorry I let go of my guards down once again. I let you broke again. I let you harmed again. I let you fooled again. I let you do those dunce stuffs again. I let you left alone again. I let you loved again. I’m sorry. I feel sorry for my heart. I feel sorry for my eyes. I’m so sorry for myself. I’m supposed to take care of you. I’m supposed to be happy for you. I’m supposed to be a good person for you. I’m supposed to love you. I hope you forgive me for being troubled again. I hope you fight for us to win this battle. I can’t do it alone. But with you I can. I really can withstand it all by myself. Cause it all ends tonight. GOODBYE PAIN, HATRED, BETRAYAL, FEARS, DOUBTS, LONELINESS! AND WELCOME TO A NEW LIFE WITH LOTS OF CHANGES!

Don't lose the girl of your life for the hoe of the night.

Though i saw it coming, It's still hurts. 

I don't know which part of my heart should break first 

because every piece is falling apart.

And every time I see you I fall in love all over again 

and the worst part is not a million fights could make me hate you. :|

Please don't love another girl.Just wait for me and I'll be there.

Please don't like her. I want you to like only me.

I don't want to end  up with the wrong person. I just want you.

You know I can live just fine without you BUT it's her that's bothering me. :(

 Maybe I'm dreaming of you.

Maybe you're dreaming of me.

Maybe we only exist in each others dreams

and every morning when we wake up

we forget all about each other.

I dont want to dream of you anymore I want you for real.

If you want me then fight for me, 
Because I'm fighting this every day life like hell for you.

PS: Though you wouldn't tell me when you would come back I'll still wait for you besides, I'm the one who avoid you and get rid of you but you should remember that you're the one who took me for granted from the first place. So please when you came back, don't leave. Don't leave me because every time you do I feel like I'm just another one of your object. And it's just hurt me right straight from the heart. </3

True love. Would always find ways to understand pain.

It all goes back to the first kiss.

It was the one i thought I'd never miss.

Maybe we were one of the lucky ones.

Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough.

This was supposed to be the easy part.

Sometimes wrong choices brings us to the right places.

If they dumb enough not to appreciate your presence, maybe its the right time you should give them your absence.

Sometimes the person you want the most is the person you're best without. 

*make sense*

I wish I could say I hate you and actually mean it. It would hurt so much less.

 I used to think of you as somebody that would never ever hurt me.

All these fairy tales are full of shit, One more fucking love song I'll be sick.

Love is a blind whore with mental disease with no sense of humor.

The day you finally decide to love me will be the day 
after the day I have given up on chasing you. 

Remember all those times i swore i needed you?

Well consider them white lies.

Cause darling I'm here without you and still surviving.

Because ice melts into rain as love turns into pain.

But you're never there like you were before.

Can you tell me

How can one miss what she's never had

How could I reminisce when there is no past

How could I have memories of being happy with you boy?

Could someone tell me how can this be

How could my mind pull up incidents

Recall dates and times that never happened?

How could we celebrate a love that's too late

And how could I really mean the words I'm about to say?

I missed the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we use to kiss.

At least in my dreams

Just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had.

What happened to us we were almost there.

Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had.

I Never almost had you.

I cannot believe I let you go

Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go...

I should've went out with you

I should've made you my boo boy

Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules.

I should've went on a date

Should've found a way to escape

Should've turned almost into

If it happened now it’s too late.

How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real?

And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel.

You seem to be the perfect one for me

You, you’re all I ever wanted.

You’re my everything, yes it’s true

Boy, it’s hard to be close to you.

My love, boy, it may sound crazy

But I’m in love with you.

Like we almost had it all.

And you Sir, You're very attractive. Therefore, I will be forever staring at you.

When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you... When I met you, I was afraid to kiss you... When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you... Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you. Because within you, I lose myself. Without you,

I find myself wanting to be lost again.

They said every girl has three guys in her life: the one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she can't live without.  But in the end, they're all the same guy. So i guess you are my all the same guy. Why? Because when I love you I get hurt and when I get hurt I hate and when I hate you I try to forget and when I try to forget you I start missing you and when I start missing you I eventually fall in love again with one and only you. You know what? I didn't choose you. I just took one look at you, and then there was just no turning back.

You have lacks and lapses and that makes you human.

You were greed for money and women and that is part of being a man. Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart. You know walking under the rain feels so lonely and cold, but if you were there beside me to share the warmth of your love then I would want to stay under the rain for the rest of my life. You brighten my world like no one else in my life would, you make me feel that I’m in love again it’s like you came to steal my love for him. I know I am in love with you because I see the world in your eyes and your eyes everywhere in the world. You are the reason why even at the saddest part of my life, I smile. Even at confusion, I understand, even in betrayal, I trust, even in fear of pain, I love.

I love you to hell and back and heaven and back, and have and do and will.